and i think it broht so much attention because the straw thing that you know, the commissioner wasn't having it. i don't want kids out here chewing straws, they choke on the court and something and i was just like i totally understand. he said you can chute straw just while you're not playing. i said that's cool. >> when you look back at the situation from last season and it started off, yo know, you antawn jamison, gilbert arenas, and then everything falls out. and you and anwn end up leaving. how -- when you look back on that, how shocking is that that that happened to you, and was that something that just kind of left your min when she moved on, or do you think about it and think about what could had been? >> it was just shocking, you know? but you know, me and -- being a man before anything, like i was just more concerned about, you know, reachng outo gilbert, doing his trying time because you know that's -- you know that's the brother.